Four days before the so-called birth of Christ, I came back. Why, may you ask, did I suddenly go invisible from the blogging world?
Forgive me for bragging on like this, but I suddenly went tired of everything. I don't know. It’s just that it's hard to maintain this space of mine and keep people interested onto what's going on with me and around me. I am tired of bloghopping and reading the same page and waiting for a god-sent whatever from above. I am tired of the circle that I am in.
Suddenly, I wanted to get out.
But after five days without even taking a peek of my blog, here I am, back to the same old space to rant about what's going on with my life and the world.
Ow. I just remembered that it really is Christmas. I just don't feel it, you know. Yeah, I know that I'm not the only one who keeps on whining why I really don't feel Christmas. All I know is that just because it's Christmas, I get to have a two-week vacation.
Some updates:
You remember that post about me confessing something whatever to a friend of mine named MJ [I deleted that post, btw]?
So, to get you updated on what's happening between us, we sorta got into this trouble because of that post. Apparently, he read it. And we sort of got into this limbo where I don't understand him anymore, neither does he understand me. I bragged our other friends unto this trouble of ours.
I really lost hope and I was about to end our three-year friendship.
But, things turned out in an unexpected twist. I realized I really don't love him at all and that I was just troubled with my own issues. He, himself, had a problem of his own. It so happened that we couldn't find our common ground.
And now? Yeah. We're okay. We're into joking terms again. It's as if nothing happened. But the issue that lasted a month is now a taboo subject.
