Monday, January 22, 2007
Results Day.
Well, let's just say that this day turned out to be something...unexpected.
It rests with the fact that the following happened:
- I am a PENDING case on UP. To start it off, I did not expect that the results would come up today. My god, of all the days in my life. And when this classmate of mine told me that the results have already come up on the net, I'm ecstatic, nervous, etc. I had my heart in my throat while I'm waiting with the so SLOW web site. And then, since we both searched for my name and his browser came up first, then he dropped the bomb:
ANTIPALA, YNA ALTEA DELA PENA - Pending case
My jaw, literally, dropped to the floor. Okay. So I'm not really expecting that I would even make it to the list. And to top it off, there are only two persons from our school who made it to the list: me and our valedictorian for this batch. He passed, and me, well, I'm still weighing on my chances. - More than three years of friendship ended. Well, that's according to me. Based on his actions, my friend, I can fairly say that this is gonna be our last row and we would not have another. Nor would we share a smile or laugh or frown or whatever. Nada. Zip. Finished.
He hurt me, I'm hurting him. I can say that the latter is worse: the fact that I'm hurting him right now. And know what? I'm not even doing anything about it.
My friends hate me for that. Nevertheless, they also hate the other side. Hmm. Good, cause they're not taking sides. They're just a bunch of people stuck in the middle. A friend on the net hates me for that.
And bull, I'm not even doing anything about it.
